Finding joy may not always be easy. I spent two months not working sick in bed unable to sleep or eat. My family and friends tried everything to cheer me up nothing seems to work. I was out of myself. Unable to hold a conservation killed me. I could not understand what was happening to me. I was very depressed and it happened so sudden. I was a healthy woman and very busy never took for myself. I only have two friends. And when I was in the deep stage of depression I came to realize that I don’t have friends no one to turn to. I had no one to talk to. Though I had my mother, sisters, and brothers, and my husband and stepson I still felt empty inside.